Listening to: Human- Christina Perri
I swear I'm not an alcoholic.
I think I left my wine too long, it may or may not have started to ferment. So on the safe side I didn't drink it.
I only had maybe 3 1/2 shots of vodka mixed in with a can of ginger ale. But I have to stay awake to do my laundry. Augh the torment.
Oh hey everyone,
How is everyone doing??
I've been in a little funk for the last week or two. I think it has to do with my sister and mom kind of bothering me about my weight/ saying I need to go back to the gym and just over all loneliness. It's also work stressed related. And Not sleeping well. WOOT WOOT
But this week has just been a cluster-fuck of events. So this is a bad/strange week. Here's hoping next week is better. Oh wait, I think i have a four day week. SWEET!!!
Nah, I've just been lethargic and not really wanting to do much. I nap in the morning (cause I work a split shift) but Just in general. I just did my laundry (it's been weeks, yes I know gross.) Im almost out of socks. And I have like months worth of socks. So you know that shit is gross.
I've started to ride my bike again, so here's hoping that will lift my mood and get me more active. Speaking of bikes. I bought myself a new bike. It's awesome but different than my old bike. So YAY NEW BIKE!!
I've done rough sketches of my comic. But because of this funk, I'm second guessing it. AuGH I don't know what to do.
I've almost single-handenly eaten a whole bag of golden oreos today. I think that's a little gross. I feel gross. But yeah.
Just not in a goodish place this week. But always looking to the positives in life. It will get better.
OMG Thank god tomorrow is friday. I just...oh fuck wait, I've got a busy weekend. FUCK WHY ME WHYYYYYYYYYY AUGH SHIT DAMN AUGH THAT SUCKS SO MUCH!! CRIES CRYING OH GOD THAT WAS A HORRIBLE THING BRITTANY YOU IDIOT!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*goes into bed* SCREW YOU LAUNDRY!!