Greetings from Far, Far, Away,
I do hope everyone is doing well. I'd hate to find out that something is troubling you (and you didn't consult me ;A
I'm always here to listen if you need too.
So, this past Victoria weekend was amazing. And then jumping into the weekday sucked balls. I've been having the roughest 2 days ever. Granted being on your period seriously handicaps how much shit you're able to handle. But none the less, it's been tough.
Today I had another Anxiety attack. It wasn't pretty. I was better than last time but still pretty low. I left the room and went upstairs, removed the cats from my room and listened to angry music for like 40 minutes. I wrote "calm" On my wrist instead of cutting it (which i haven't done for two years. But i think, since i found out i was put into the graduation list, My stress level is at an all time HIGH and I'm just a little bit incapable of handling things) But i put away my laundry which sort of helped me calm down, also eating and moving around helped.
Even though it's humid and hot as fuck here, I'm wearing a sweater. Part of me is cold, part of me is hot. It's fucked up man, so messed up.
My family and I are Puppy sitting right now. Her name is Mika, she is a border colley/blue heeler mix. And she is the sweetest, most cutest dog in the world. She's 10 weeks old. And we've had her for a week now. SO if you see random dog photos, it's her =3=
I'm on the grad list. June 13th I'm graduating. IT said so on the list. I print screened it for my own happiness.
Stupid people are stupid. I really wish people would all have the same story so I'm not back tracking and wasting my time.
Sleeping troubles. Stress induced insomnia again. Yay meeee
Just another day in the life of Brittany.
I dont want to go to work..damn